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Thursday, June 21, 2007

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<b><font color=yellow>ABOUT ME </b></font color>

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My name is Merissa. I go to WESTVIEW HIGH SCHOOL. GO CATS!!!.<br>
I'm a superstitious person. I believe in fate and karma and all that good stuff.<br>
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I have very strong beliefs but they are much different than any one religion. My friends mean the world to me. Without them I would be nothing.<br>
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I love the rain, and starbucks, and the color pink. <br>
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I like to swing, shop, read, watch movies, stargaze. etc etc. Piano is a huge part of my life (although sometimes I wish it wern't). <br>
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I also like to write. I'm not sure about my future. I'm thinking probably something to do with journalism. I would like to be a magazine editor one day or start my own magazine. <br>
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One day I'll live in a big city, thats where you find the most culture. I love looking at art. In almost any form.<br>
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I love musicals like Phantom of the Opera and Moulin Rouge.  <br>
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..majority of the movies i watch are <s>old</s> disney movies from <i>my childhood</i>...<br>
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<b>Musicals</b><br>
-Moulin Rouge<br>
-Grease<br>
-Phantom of the Opera <br>

<b>Chick flicks</b><br>
-10 Things I Hate About You<br>
-She's All That<br>
-Garden State<br>
-Crazy Beautiful<br>
-In the Land of Women<br>

<b>Disney</b><br>
-The Little Mermaid<br>
-Cinderella<br>
-The Lion King <br>
-Finding Nemo<br>
-Lilo and Stitch<br>
-Bambi<br>
-Bambi 2<br>
ect ect.<br>

<b>Other</b><br>
-Fast and the Furious<br>
-Dodgeball<br>
-The Waterboy<br>
-Coach Carter<br>
-Glory Road<br>
-Friday Night Lights<br>
-Mrs. Doubtfire<br>
-Borat<br>


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-<b>Everwood<br></b>
-Gilmore Girls<br>
-<b>One Tree Hill<br></b>
-<b>Laguna Beach<br></b>
-best week ever<br>
-The Travel Channel<br>
-Cooking Channel<br>
-HGTV<br>
-Public Access, that kicks ass!<br>

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...I am a slow reader but i love reading...<br>
...The Lovely Bones: Alice Sebold...<br>
...Farenheit 451: Ray Bradbury...<br>
...The Color Purple: Alice Walker...<br>
...The shopaholic series: Sophie Kinsella...<br>

 

 

 

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Monday, April 02, 2007

so today was our junior class meeting. the one where we started to talk a little bit about senior year. I can't believe that it's just a few months away. Because i mean for me the next school year always starts in the summer. I can't believe that i have less than 60 (school) days left of my junior year. In a few months i'm going to be 17. and in 17 days i can drive people around all i want... and actually tell my mom about it. so I realized senior year is just around the corner... and somehow this year i have switched from my group of about 10 good friends... to about 2 or 3. It's not even that there was big drama between everyone. Somehow we all just separated and did our own thing. This is what i was afraid of when i left for german that i would come back and it would all be different. and slowly it has evolved into having 2 or 3 people that i regularly hangout with and i miss everyone. I'm going to try to be more open to hanging out with different people. I get annoyed easily and i know that about myself but honestly I want to get along with people. and i miss my friends that i used to hangout with a ton!

people that i miss: Tani, Becca, Pat, Tyler, Eddie, etc. etc. I just miss the way that it was. and i've said that all year but i realized today that I only have one more year with these people and then we really are going to be off to do our own thing. and have our own totally seperate lives. So i want to make next year the best that it can be, with memories that i will remember forever.

  


Wednesday, February 07, 2007

today i realized... i'm just a girl with big dreams... that won't ever come true.


Tuesday, January 02, 2007

REsolutions

so in the name resolution... you get re(which means again) and solution. So i asked myself what things do i need to work on in my life that i have previously failed at?

Here's what I came up with:
-Procrastinate less. Not just with school but in general.
-Use technology less.
-Take time to get lost in puzzles, and stories.
-Keeping in touch with friends who have become aquaintances. (i miss you all)
-Get to bed early... by early i mean like 12 or something.
-Don't waste the day sleeping on a Saturday.
-Be happy with all that I have.
-Somehow get a better outlook on life.
-Focus on the beautiful things in the world, but don't forget about the ugly.
-Try to change things that I know are not being done right.
-Always, always, always remember that my own opinion can't be taken away from me. I am the only one that can decide whether to change it or whether to let others change it. Ultimatlely it's up to me to stickup for what I believe and not get lost along the way.
-Drink a bottle of water every single day.

 

Happy New Year. May you keep all your resolutions all year through. I honestly believe 2007 will be a very wonderful year.

 


Thursday, December 28, 2006

Suddenly I feel myself slipping into the person I used to be. Smiling and laughing to fool the world. Staying busy to keep my mind from wandering. Unable to describe why i feel so down. I don't want to go back to being that person, and i don't know why i feel so helpless.
I'm happy with my life... so why am I so sad?



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